What’s fate exactly? The same old question, is it something
the subject is responsible for, or is it determined by the whole system
starting from your pathetic mothers and fathers to the state apparatus? What is
it that leads to change, even if it is as tiny as we cannot sense but only read
through history of earth? What is behind
all this mess? The spirit of Hegel or gods or the God or our selfish genes
accounting for advantages of our survival? Or is it that survival is in fact
equivalent to destruction, Thanatos as Dr. Freud would suggest?
What is that makes us persist to exist?
Is this question relevant to our own existence at all, or is
it just a byproduct, an epiphenomenon, for example is it a metaphysical hobby
for some stupid intellectuals –overly ugly men with glasses- to make themselves
attractive to women so that they can have some chance to copulate and reproduce
–and why use condom if so? –, as these
idiots, so called intellectuals do not have any goddam skills else?
Am I just one of them? Are you one of them?
Say, even if I’d never have access to the answer of this
shit, do God or gods or cosmos whatsoever know it? Are they some kinda charlatans who
contributed to all this shit to make fun of us? Do they even care?
In the end: Who cares?
I do, I think.